20 Things...Yep, here it is. Decipher what you will. I leave you with these & a quote from my dear beloved Akabane:  "Feel free to interpret it any way you like..." ~Dr. Jackal :d 1. Hats off to you love. I adore your vivacious wit & wish I had half the spunk you do. 2. *throws you a J.Sparrow look* "It would never have worked between us, darling." Though the chemistry was there, I wasn't becoming lesbian anytime soon. If I turned though, you'd be the only one for me. 3. Every moment I spent with you, my soul was free. You pushed me over the edge. Thank God. 4. I constantly pushed you away, but you were always there for me despite my lack of appreciation. How can you ever forgive me...please realize how much you mean to me. I'll murder anyone who hurts you. 5. I was terrified of your affection, silly me. The truth is I'm afraid what kind of passionate feelings would seep from my heart if these barriers were ripped away. You are still my dearest sweet Lucciola. 6. You found me under an umbrella of stories in the dripping darkness & didn't mind sitting there with me throughout the years, despite everything. I owe you my sanity, my happiness, & certainly my unwavering devotion. You have all of it...that and a delicious fudge brownie. :d 7. You are so incredible. It's you who will change the world & be completely humble, bewildered at the world's acknowledgement of your genius. You are my dearest companion. The one who I would die for. 8. I'm falling in love with you, despite all efforts to keep it from happening. You are breathtaking. I want to share all the little moments of my life with you. But that cannot be. Even so, you are my soulmate. 9. Shhhweetie! You are such a gentleman, yet quite the experimentalist. ;) Alright, I can't hold it in: Your grin is so dorky...but I love you any way. I'm yours. 10. You may not realize, but you ARE a stalker. I remain your friend, but please leave me in emotionally in peace. Move on & get a life. 11. You might have thought the previous comment was meant for you...haha, it's not. :D You display stalker traits, but you're my Sirius. We'll always be tight. You have the most beautiful eyes, I can't even begin to describe how they make me feel. 12. Oh goddess! Hehe, your bitter cynicism has always made me roll over with joy & stop breathing. You are terrifyingly gorgeous. Those dark eyes flash brimstone & fire or cascade black rose petals. And you are so intelligent! 13. Take me to France, darling. We hit it off with sparks & flame. Your an incredible actress, never let anyone tell you different. I can't even begin to count how many parts you should have had over the years. 14. So sweet you are! (hehe, yes: a little dyslexia or yoda there, i can't tell which either)...but my goodness you let me feel like I belong here. I've always been jealous of the inward joy you always carry. Angel incarnate. 15. You're hilarious. So unexpectedly cruel in wit & intense in care for your friends. I wish I had your sociability. Then I wouldn't just think of my bettas as the first ones to have a conversation with -____- 16. The true, unalterable artist in every way. You're an experimentalist, don't be afraid to embrace that to the fullest. This whole 'need a decently paying job' to live is bull. God will get you through it all with what you love. :) Thanks for not loving pi. And thanks for tempting me to change my major, I just might budge. ^^ 17. You fascinate me. I want to explore every piece of your artistic & on-the-fringe character. You're very dear indeed to me & your intelligent quietness was always such a deep retreat from the chatter of the world. Thank you. 18. My companion through doom! Johnny Depp is still reserved for you, my dear...that French actress, bah! I've never been so teary over a goodbye to a friend (even though only temporary ^^). I cried because I'd miss you so. I didn't do that for most of my closest friends. But you mean so much to me. And you never do shut up... :D *patpat* 19. There's nothing wrong with you. There never has been. You taught me how dear it is to never grow up. And we will never grow up. Where we are together, it will always be never never land. Better watch out, you're spreading pixie dust...  20. I've always envied your beauty & spunk. Your artistic photographer's eye could catch moments I always missed. And yes, I've always been jealous of this as well. And for goodness sake's, you've gone to Japan! How I hate you. -.- (No, heavens! Of course not, my dear.) I love you beyond compare. You & I could laugh at anything...hehe, & yes...Roy is all yours. :p | 
Name Rigel Arvad
